Sometimes… I wish I wasn't considered attractive.
The title of this post sounds like I'm about to go on a huge rant about all the guys wanting me. *Queue OMG by Little Mix* When I was younger, I was always jealous of my best friend because she used to have all of the attention from guys. She was never single. Everyone wanted her. Then there was me suffering from Trichotillomania, having bald patches, and being considered ugly. I never got male attention when I was younger. I even used to post photos online of me with a wig as an attempt to get guys to notice me. My self-esteem was at an all-time low. Flashforward 6 years…I have grown my hair. The simple fact that I have grown my hair meant that I had more self-esteem. I walked the streets with confidence, not with fear of judging eyes. But being considered confident and beautiful by the society around meant that I got male attention. At first, I was over the moon- like I had achieved a goal. But to males that I got attention from, I wasn't beautiful. I w...